Good days and Bad days.....

Lately most days are good days but then I randomly have a bad day. When I say good I mean full of energy and life, with lots of motivation for my journey to the skinny me. When I say bad days I mean that I'm unmotivated and tired, weak feeling like I just want to sleep all day. On good days I'm feeling confident and loving that I lost some weight already. On the bad days I'm thinking did I make the right choice to have lapband? Today My family (Myself, my Husband and our son) went to an amusment park. I had so much fun watching my son have fun all day. However I couldnt help but get very annoyed when there wasnt much food I could have at a place like that. I'm not going to lie I kind of miss food! I know thats kind of gross to say but I miss not really thinking about what and where i'm going to eat. I miss not caring but I DO NOT miss my weight and the way I feel. Being at this amusment park tested all of my cravings and wants all at the same time. It was soo hott outside and all I wanted to do is drink well because I just ate I had to wait the 30 minutes before I can drink agian. I'm sorry to sound unappreciative but inside I dealt with a lot today. I hate that my husband looks annoyed waiting for me to chew my food slowly. I hate that my 2 year old son doesnt have paients to wait for mommy to eat, it just bugs me. I know I should be thinking more positivly and focusing more on the good stuff but today was just one of those days. Hey a girl can have one of those days right? I guess its ok if tomorrow is a lot better.