This Monday I start my pre-op diet (Yahhh) and the following Monday I see my surgeon for my pre-op visit. As of right now I still don't offically have a date for surgery yet. My doctor is on Vacation this week and wont be back till this monday to get things processed, but at least I got the ball rolling on the these other things. His office seems to think my surgery will be on a Thursday morning (which is when my doctor seems to do this) either April 21st or the next Thursday April 28th. I'm naturally rooting for the sooner date. As The time gets closer and closer I am getting a little bit more nervious but even more excited. I'm ready for the surgery and even more ready to recover.
I choose not to tell my extended family about my surgery. I told my husband, my mom, my dad, my stepmom, My 2 Brothers and my mother in law. That is all... With an exception of a couple of close friends and my support group. This is something I am doing for myself and when questions arrise I will answer truthfully. I'm not lying i'm just simply choosing not to tell everyone quite yet. I know that's crazy concidering I have this blog on the internet to see but i'm phyically far from my extended family (most in New York- I'm in Cali) so they only get to see my at most 1-2 a year so I figured Surprise ... LOL I'm skinny would be nice.... Besides I don't want to deal with anyone judging me right now. I know I can say being over weight my whole life, I've had a lot of judgment past, I simply don't want anymore!
Always Keeping you updated.... I'm trying to mentally prepare myself for this weekend. I will offically weigh myslef and measure all over to document what i am offically starting at. Along with Pictures Ughhh Not a pretty sight!
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