Day 5 Of Pre-op Diet :-(

Day 5 and I'm hungry but more importantly I realized how hard it is to eat right and be a mom on the go. Today's Saturday, the weekend is finally here so I spent the day out with my husband and son. Beautiful day outside for sure sunny not a cloud in the sky and high 85 degrees. Being out of the house (not able to control what I eat (ingredients) is so hard. I was fine until it was getting late and I realized my son was hungry for lunch. So I decided we should be out for a little bit more "I'll just get him something fast" I thought to myself. Something fast isn't exactly very healthy 95% of the time. Its crazy the amount of fast food that's out there in front of us everyday. The portions are huge and the fat intake is awful. I'm realizing this now however it's day 4 and I want it all. I'm hungry and all i want is food, "REAL" food. I haven't cheated on my diet at all yet, I must say. However I have thought about it often. I guess the only thing that's motivating me, that keeps me motivate to stay on track is my up-coming surgery. I'm so excited to finally get my life started. I haven't been a single digit pant size in god knows how long, I couldn't even tell you. I can tell you this though "I know it won't be long till I'm there. I PROMISE!